So much time has passed...
And Yet-
There is never quite enough
Each person on this earth is alloted a time
Some people are lucky
Time is kind to them...
It gives them enough to get comfortable
And to reach a time
That they are fine with leaving
A time that people expect them to leave
Kind of like that moment
When you are walking to a train
A train that will lead you away
Away from your smiling family
Away from your Home
Away from everything that you love
It is usually your decision at that moment
When you decide to leave
On a train
But when people leave Permanently
It is often not their choice
Usually it is the choice of time
Time can bring you to an old age
But it can also bring you to a moment
That moment when you crash
That moment when you jump
That moment when your eyes shut
That moment when you feel nothing at all
That moment when you realize you were
Never Truly Alone
But that was not Your choice alone
That was society
That was the world
That was Time
And that was your time
So many people are expiriencing time
So many people think back to other time
These people often get lost in the time that they cannot change or reach out for
These people include me
I am a person on this World
I am a person that longs for more time
Sometimes less
Sometimes a different time altogether
But We cannot change our time
I know I am not the only person living
I know this because everyday I see people
People experiencing things for
The very first time
Or the second time
Or the third
But each time is just as unique as the person
The person experiencing it
The person experiencing Time
You are a person as well
I assume anyway
You are a person who is experiencing time
Maybe you have a lot of time
Maybe you have a little
But feel it
Feel the time you have left
Like grains of sand trickling down your tired hands
Each grain a second
A minute
A hour
A day
Suddenly it is the next week
And time goes on
Nobody will remember me in a century
I will not be a Great and Brave Leader
I will not be a Accomplished Scientist
I will not be Famous Celebrity
And that is okay
It is Okay
We will be Okay
Because Time is for You
It is Your Time
Because You are here reading this
You have chosen to spend Your Time
To read the writing
Of a stranger on the internet
This is not an important writing
It didnt tell you anything you didnt know
You know you spend time reading things
You know you spend time on the internet
You do not know me
But you know that I know that you know that you dont know why I am saying this
Or maybe you do
Or maybe youre confused
And that is Okay
Life is a journey
And it is okay to be confused
It is ok to not know that I know that I know that you dont know what I know
Most people dont know that anyways
But let me stop wasting your Time
Unless that is you want your Time wasted
Then look forward to my very scheduled updates at a random Time on any random day
Someday I will never write on here again
It may be that that day is today
This could be my last post
But it probably wont be
Because I believe that I will live
Sometimes people believe in foolish things
But that is okay
It is okay to believe
If you want to, of course
I dont believe in much
But i belive in you
You can do it
You can continue on
Relax
Take a Deep Breath
Now move on
From anything you need to
And this post
Goodbye,
Until next Time
-Anneliese