Hey ~bartender, can you get me a... coffee? No, tea. Black tea and.. condensed milk? Yeah? Awesome! Something sweet would do me good.
I need silence. Just silence. I brought a book, also, but what I need most is silence. Not silence from sound. Sound is fine. Noise is welcome. I need to not be looking everywhere for everything.
Let me explain: I have kids. I have two kids, a 4 year old and a 1 year old. We have decided not to school our children, at least for now. It's a decision we made and we'd make again (well, we did make it again for the second, right?).
It doesn't stop. Constant attention seeking. Constantly helping them, keeping them safe, help them resolve problems, troubles, objectives. Trying no to go crazy and keep others from going crazy. It. Doesn't. Stop.
But here, it does.
I need this.
Thanks for the tea.