hello,
I wanted to drop by the pub, it's been a bit I think. as I've said in my last post, I'm about to graduate now. I had my final finals' week, all results seem to be in order. this is it. four years of university, just like that. the road ahead seems to be more unpredictable than ever. I wonder how leaving my friends will feel like. well, I'm not quite leaving them, I'll most likely stay in the same city as them still. this does not make anything easier, of course.
this is a journey that started ~16 years ago, possibly more if you include kindergarten. sixteen years of 3-month summer breaks, and 9 months of whatever you needed to learn. usually an exam week per semester. usually a break in the middle. and now comes the time we break this cycle. almost. not really, since I'll most likely stay in academia but, close enough. I guess the roles switching is enough of a cycle-break.
now that all stress is off, I don't know what to do again. I'm walking the roads that I used every day. sometimes I notice new things, like an angle that allows me to see the library through in-between some other buildings. sometimes I come across people that I talk with. other times, I see people I don't talk with any more. nevertheless, they trigger memories.
my mind is not as clear as it was while writing the last post. I think I'll properly close off this another time, most likely after graduation.
take care, whoever is reading this :)