One thing which school made me realize is that I hate writing as if I'm writing professionally, because I'm not. I'm writing to a niche of a niche of a niche group of strangers, and surprisingly enough, I feel as though me wanting to write in a way which is less general and more directed as if I'm talking to YOU, yes YOU, feels a lot more appropriate!!
With that out of the way, what the HELL could my title possibly imply? Well, simply put, that while I fucking despise the internet with all the hatred in my heart times a thousand angry suns... I won't lie and say that I also couldn't be happier that the internet exists, especially due to the fact that little corners like this, or status.cafe, or nekoweb, or anything related to niche internet nooks and crannies
As always, I *am* writing this post while tipsy, that hasn't changed, but to those here who (somehow) recognize my name, I just wanna say that life does get better, a lot better, not due to alcohol but due to the fact that once you let go, you realize that flying comes naturally .
Back on track, I've been filled with a sense of envy, but a weird one at that,, it's as though I'm envious of other people's work, not due to the success aspect, but rather due to how creative some people are; snaptic, m18o, dimden, toby fox, underscores, marshall4, and a myriad of other people from all across different genres of media. And yet the worst part is that I'm self aware of my problems, I'm aware of the fact that feeling like this is simply STUPID, because instead of getting inspired, I get jealous, when I could be using said envy to channel it into being more creative myself.
Apologies for going off topic, however I mentioned my envy since I feel it's relevant to the fact of how creative some people in the Niche Internet Spaces™️ can be, and despite all my envy and jealousy, I still want to let you, yes YOU, know,
that I love you, you're worthy, and you're worth enough just as you are. No matter what you do, keep on doing it, you don't have to be the best, you just have to be enough for you to be happy yourself <3
~bartender? Please, make sure to give everyone's drinks as much care and love as you can