Terrors in the Night

~wolfinthewoods

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I'm detoxing

morning now and

haven't slept most of the night

and then there's the ...

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if there's those of you unfamiliar

they are FUCKING TERRIFYING lucid nightmares

with bat shit insane manic events and are terrible to experience

one I had once had a

GIANT DEMON CREATURE WITH CURVED HORNS THE SIZE OF A MOUNTAIN

and these

winged black demons

were flying around

poking and swiping their claws at me

that was the last time I had to detox a month ago

iswore then that I wouldn't ever do that again

I did sadly

sucks

after the last dream i had this morning

I couldn't go back to crazy Freddie's hellscape dream world

I can barely stay awake though

and I'm couch surfing (thank god!) and don't know if I can stay the day to get through the worse part of my detox

we'll see

one thing i DO KNOW:

I WILL NEVER BE FUCKING DRINKING AGAIN!!;

I can't EVER go through that again

and I need to get my shit together

but I know I will and I'll still be HooOWLiNG at the moon until the

I'm over at wolfinthewoods.pollux.casa

if any of you want to know more

I just wrote a new post detailing my struggles with grief and drinking

-for now

take care midighters

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