very nicely written, I like this :)
38 hours since I've last slept. It feels like I could go for much more still. But I'm home now, been on the road for longer than I've ever been. It's good to see that home doesn't lose its feel, even when you let it. The bed still carries the enveloping sense of "You're safe now, you can rest. You _should_ rest." I won't be staying for long though, back on the road again in a week, back to university.
This summer has been a crazy trip. So many awesome and awful memories I made. Filled up my archive with many revelations about myself and how I treat new situations. With the chess-like analyses of what I should say or should have said (maybe without the notation). Probably the most chaotic one so far. Is it always like that, do seasons get crazier every year? They seem to be.
Anyway, I've been thinking of all the mundane ways I've stayed the same. My archive is still growing, even if it's filled with new kinds of memories. Switched some of my paper notes for digital ones, but I still enjoy scribbling with an e-pen. Even if it isn't making that calming sound of pencil lead scraping on a paper surface. I still get the anxiety of whether I'll be able to live up to some grand dreams I've been growing since I was little. I'm still not able to consolidate some truths of life and figures of speech. I'm sorry, z. I'm terribly sorry.
Doesn't matter much now, I guess the 39th hour isn't meant to be. Hey, ~bartender, can you write the time down? 01:11. Thank you. I want to check if 38 was correct.
Until we meet again under the forever-glowing light of the crescent... Also, nice to meet you Smudge, a real shame I'm allergic to cats.
Such poetry cannot be found anywhere else, I hope you have the rest you deserve fellow university student! ( ⸝⸝•ᴗ•⸝⸝ )੭⁾⁾
Got the long needed rest indeed. Hope you get the poetry you deserve fellow university student! :p