Midnight Pub

September

~sun0

Hey I'm back here again. :)

Summer went great the bike trip didn't go as planned but i still went drove around 700km my knees hurt for 2 days after the trip ;-; Will post the photo's somewhere later maybe after I get a static site up?

A lot of interesting things happened did a lot of fun stuff met cool people, but I still feel like I am nothing. I guess I'm just overthinking idk.


wolfinthewoods

700km?!

that's an incredible accomplishment sun0

i get the feeling

despite all the goals we make and succeed at

sometimes it feels like it's still not enough

i've been living in thw same headspace

like i'm still not up to my own standard

that i AM nothing

even though i've prettt much made an entire 180

with my whole life

losing over 80lbs

stopped drinking everyday

started writing everyday

you still feel like there's more

i DO think it is a product of overthinking

i do it

what i do is just push the thought away

or challenge it's irrationality with logic

anyways, that IS an impressive feat

good on you

i'm sure it was an amazing experience

i look forward to the pics

cheers ;)

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inquiry

FWIW, whenever "I" attempting to find "I", "I" find no thing, and yet that doesn't mean I AM not.

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