Midnight Pub

~new beginnings~ ^¥^

~wolfinthewoods

i finally

got sentenced

for my dui

thankfully

it went about

as expected

probation (2yrs)

and outpatient

it's still a bit

bittersweet for me

i had just been in jail

a few months before

and had luckily

avoided the courts

up my ass

only to get this charge

and have them

firmly up my ass

my freedom is

very important

(as if you all

couldn't surmise)

and for this wolf

to be fettered

bound by the state

is demoralizing

to say the least

but i will

as always

keep howling on

i've endured too much

for this to break me

the positive flip side

is that

i officially own

this trailer

got the title

and bill of sale

yesterday

after court

i figure

if getting a dui

was the cost

of not being homeless

then

that's a fair deal

my dog has a place

and i don't

have to worry about

roommates

or

a sober living house

(where they may not

even take my dog)

i get peace

and

q u i e t

the privilege of

living in the

//M O U N T A I N S\\

honestly

after typing it out

i do feel

really good

about it all

it IS a

new beginning

of what a life

without her

can start

to look like

i've waited for a

loooong time

to get here

it's good

to finally come

h o m e

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inquiry

Congrats!

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wolfinthewoods

thank you

support is

always a big help

hope you're doing good too <3

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inquiry

ha

that last line

got me realizing that

"doing good" is usually intended

as s statement of being

i.e. that one is feeling good

in the midst of good things happening

but the phrase is more literally

"are doing good things"

which has me further realizing

how phrase meaning might morph

and, likely

probably generally in accord with

good 'ole

entropy

so

in the first sense

yes, super good

fantastic, even

great sleep

no chemical grog

dishes put away

lost in screen

in the second sense

what comes to mind

is doing _best_

is absence of a doer

such that all is

perfectly as it is

because surely our

doer pretense

leads to doing

in a role best described as

agent of accelerated entropy

[pause]

let paper airplanes

unfold

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wolfinthewoods

ha

be a doer

of

gooder things

do the good

lest the good

does

...you

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inquiry

the sense of being a doer

is the sense of being a

free-willed individual

which many teachings refer to

in varieties of ways as

The Problem

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wolfinthewoods

i strive for

wu wei-wu

doing

not doing

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