Congrats!
i finally
got sentenced
for my dui
thankfully
it went about
as expected
probation (2yrs)
and outpatient
it's still a bit
bittersweet for me
i had just been in jail
a few months before
and had luckily
avoided the courts
up my ass
only to get this charge
and have them
firmly up my ass
my freedom is
very important
(as if you all
couldn't surmise)
and for this wolf
to be fettered
bound by the state
is demoralizing
to say the least
but i will
as always
keep howling on
i've endured too much
for this to break me
the positive flip side
is that
i officially own
this trailer
got the title
and bill of sale
yesterday
after court
i figure
if getting a dui
was the cost
of not being homeless
then
that's a fair deal
my dog has a place
and i don't
have to worry about
roommates
or
a sober living house
(where they may not
even take my dog)
i get peace
and
q u i e t
the privilege of
living in the
//M O U N T A I N S\\
honestly
after typing it out
i do feel
really good
about it all
it IS a
new beginning
of what a life
without her
can start
to look like
i've waited for a
loooong time
to get here
it's good
to finally come
h o m e
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Congrats!
thank you
support is
always a big help
hope you're doing good too <3
ha
that last line
got me realizing that
"doing good" is usually intended
as s statement of being
i.e. that one is feeling good
in the midst of good things happening
but the phrase is more literally
"are doing good things"
which has me further realizing
how phrase meaning might morph
and, likely
probably generally in accord with
good 'ole
entropy
so
in the first sense
yes, super good
fantastic, even
great sleep
no chemical grog
dishes put away
lost in screen
in the second sense
what comes to mind
is doing _best_
is absence of a doer
such that all is
perfectly as it is
because surely our
doer pretense
leads to doing
in a role best described as
agent of accelerated entropy
[pause]
let paper airplanes
unfold
ha
be a doer
of
gooder things
do the good
lest the good
does
...you